unbelief

this morning was a great devotional -- it was on matthew 6:25. it's so easy to be distracted by the things of this world. how will i pay my rent? how am i going to make it on time to my appointment? what will people think of me? why don't they like me? and on and on... you know your thoughts.

then this morning in "my utmost for His highest" it states - don't take the pressure of your provision upon yourself. it it not only wrong to worry, it is unbelief!

UNBELIEF!?

yes! this means that all those times during the day when "i" decide to be an idiot and think that "i" am in control of things -- i'm deciding not to believe in God. this is not the kind of person i want to be. i want to believe and trust and daily trust in HIS provisions.
most of you know the crazy things that tend to happen in my life and how the Lord ALWAYS surprises me in the 11th hour -- why do i think He does this so much? To show me HIS provision and so that I can give glory to Him. He is the ONLY One that deserves it.