unanswered questions

the Lord is always keeping me on my toes! after many more blood tests and exams etc. -- i got a call that all the recent tests have come back normal. ugh!

my selfishness wants to whine - "this stinks! why can't they figure this out? i want to be healthy, lighter!" but, the Lord has quickly reminded me -- that's NOT what this life is about -- and yet i still "want" -- it's amazing how the Lord allows things that can discourage us be an opportunity to either trust in Him, for He is the ultimate doctor! He is the one who knows what is going on with my health. if He chooses to allow doctors to figure that out, i'll sure be excited!